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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Thank goodness I'm having better luck with that mysterious text appearing from nowhere. It doesn't seem to happen so often now. And I finally was able to DELETE one of the files I've been trying to get rid of for a few weeks! It would always say something was USING that file when it wasn't! Whoo-hoo! It's off my desktop!! I HATE having things stuck there I can't get rid of! :-P

I was having trouble testing for keytones so I went nuts today and blew out my carb count... went to Quiznos and Starbucks!! @-o Craig is down for the day so great movie and game fun planned for tonight! ^-^ We had lunch with him and he's getting to see other friends now while he's in town. Juan is playing his basketball game on the X-box and he's finally created his own character... heehee! I get to tease him mercilessly because the hairstyle that's closest to his own is called "Stud." hahahahahaaaa!!!!

... did I mention I had a vente frappacino with an extra shot of syrup and an added shot of espresso???!!!! Whooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

OK, ALL of the post below this one appeared to be written by my computer as I didn't type ANYTHING and just scrolled and it appeared! Something is definitely not working right, and I'm not sure where this text is coming from as it's not even anything I've written or have in the clipboard! O-o Kind of scary....

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I'm finally getting around to joining in on Anti-Procrastination Week! :-P I got up and made the bed (which seems to be my one habit that's working to keep my bedroom under control...) and then I remembered to swipe the bathroom sink and counters. I got to the kitchen and finished loading the dishwasher and then RAN it instead of putting it off! It seems to run the load faster than I thought it did.... By the time I'd cleaned the stove and counters and put away the pots in the drainboard and washed the dirty pots that don't go in the dishwasher the load was halfway done! And then by the time I ate lunch it WAS done and I put away the clean dishes so I could put my dirty dish in the dishwasher! Yay! Now I've straightened up the living room and put away stuff and FINALLY watered the poor PLANTS that have been suffering for a week! I haven't been remembering to water them in their new indoors perch! O-o Now if I can just figure how to add watering the plants to the kitchen related stuff I try to do in the morning, they should perk up and start doing better. Actually, the aloe is doing fine. It's the rubber tree plant that's pathetic!

Juan and I pretty much finished up our shopping for the bedroom and bathroom and we're trying to get the bathroom all redone this week. Juan dropped the vases we bought yesterday and one of them is cracked now, so I'd like to replace it. :-( In the last two or three weeks we got our bedroom fixed up, and finally both have NEW SHOES! Juan had huge holes in his so had to replace them... probably should have gotten new ones last year... O-o And I actually now have SANDALS in my shoe size!!! My old sandals were a size too big so I had three inches of shoe extending beyond my toes... this comes from my weird mutant feet... my mother says they are like little blocks of wood. :-P

I've been working on my AIML bot, I'm trying to teach it more about Sci-Fi and Anime. I also spent this last week visiting the Island in Animal Crossing like mad because I rented Celleigh's Gameboy Advance and I can't get to the Island without one. I had a couple of slumps of depression or blah's though, and I wasn't sure if it was from the change in diet, or not getting enough of my medicine, or the weather changing and the smoke coming through the walls affecting my health or what. I'm frustrated with the smoke coming through the walls, it was bothering me this morning while I was cleaning the kitchen. I'd like to be safe to stand in front of the sink to wash dishes in my own kitchen without risking my health!! :-(

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Monday, February 23, 2004

I just joined another virtual pet game/community. It seems like a nice but very small site, just getting started, and my pet is a fish I named Golden_Spike after the real life angel fish I had when I was 12.

Check out my Pet on!

That's the cute bit of code they provided so players could link to their pets. ^-^

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Monday, February 09, 2004

I just counted them all... I took FORTY-ONE more quizzes after the first one set me off! O-o

I'm all excited, tonight is the night Juan and I are going out to play pool together, just the two of us! It's a date! ^-^ It should be good for us, I think we need happy time OUT of the house together. I even had fun getting all dressed up and made-up. ^-^ And I tried on one of my pinkie rings that didn't fit me because of my gained weight... and it FITS again! Perfect! I'm SO happy all my rings finally fit me again now! ^-^ It's one of those little things that means a lot. Also I found the first necklace I ever bought and I'm wearing it tonight too.

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Sunday, February 08, 2004

I can't believe I stayed up till 7am this morning taking quizzes... I was having fun... but I think at some point my brain fried and I just kept going on along my last tangent.... @-o

Today Juan and I went Shopping! I used some of my savings to buy wall sconce lamps for the bedroom, and two sets of curtains for the bedroom (one for the window, one for the big "wardrobe" shelves that are the replacement for the headboard for our bed), and a couple of wall shelves for the bathroom, and a wall border for the bathroom. This is the first time I've tried setting out with a Plan in mind for how I really want the house to be. We're finding that purple bathrooms are not "in" this year apparantly... Nor are green bedrooms.... sigh... :-P

I built up to a breaking point in my feelings that was triggered when Juan said if we used the extra grocery money to help me buy the hardware we needed to put up the wall sconces, we couldn't go out and shoot pool on Monday. This triggered my frustrations that had been building up about the grocery money, where I felt that I could make a careful budget so we had about 20-40 left over after groceries and but then I didn't get to help decide what we did with that money. I felt my only access to that money was to spend it on groceries and I burst out that I was hurt feeling like Juan would help me have food, but not help me get out of the house and get a little exercise. He'd said that he'd rather get more groceries than shoot pool. I felt like that meant I could spend that $12 on more groceries I didn't really need, like more sweets and treats, or I wouldn't get to spend it at all. :-( I burst out that I felt like he wanted to keep me fat, because he would go out to eat and feed me but he wouldn't go out to do an activity together. I asked him if he was embarrassed to be seen with me! :-( I was pretty upset and crying. I'm glad we finally talked about it and figured what was going on with both of us but I feel bad that it built up to one of those bursting points before we talked it out to figure it all out. When Juan was dealing with the idea of going to the pool hall, that triggered his anxieties about curbing his old spending habits, since he has trouble with that. So he was clamping down on a situation that would fuel his spending urges, NOT clamping down on my input and choices about what to do with the spending money left after groceries were taken care of. He sees how it affected me, and I see where he was coming from, what his motivations were. Now we have to figure out how to make plans with that spending money together instead of it seeming to me that I have to spend it on food or it "goes away" and doesn't exist if I tried to plan something "non-grocery" to spend it on. We found out something funny though, we found out Juan thinks of ANYTHING purchased at Wal-Mart as "groceries" since we are there for household and grocery stuff. This means emotionally he's been ok with buying an occasional dvd in the bargain bin when it's something we really wanted. He just adds it to the grocery tally we're keeping track of as we shop and it goes in the cart with the toilet paper and produce etc. Our spending/saving styles are so different. We've finally gotten really good with the bills, he's doing a great job of keeping up with those, yay! It's just the grocery/spending money after bills where we're both feeling "pinched." He's better at spending and I'm better at saving up. I feel anxiety and insecurity a lot when I've just made a purchase, even though I planned it, saved up, and made sure that was exactly what I wanted and needed. I feel most secure when I know exactly how much money we have and what needs to get taken care of with it. Then I make my Plan and figure it all out till it fits. Juan seems happier to have a general impression of having "enough" money that it's ok to splurge a little, and knowing that little cushion of leeway is there lets him suddenly get something I didn't think we could afford, or I wasn't sure about. He's feeling very deprived not shopping like that, holding back on what he wants for himself. I'm hoping we can talk about the menu and grocery plan each week like we have been, but also talk about what we'd want to do with spending money left over after groceries too. I feel like this will give me incentive to try to plan more stuff to do together and feel successful and happy about choosing to have a cheaper menu for the week sometimes because I'd rather spend the money getting out of the house and doing something together, instead of feeling like my choice to try to do that was being taken away from me. I'm happy to sacrifice one thing to get the other thing I want more, but I'm NOT happy to sacrifice to get something and then NOT having my efforts have any effect.

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u'r hooked u really should cut down all these
quizes can't be god for u

are you hooked on quizilla???? please vote :-(
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Aaaaaaannnd on THAT note I think I'll try to pry myself away from the glowing screen o doom and stop trying to type with a cat resting his head on my left hand and drooling and blocking the whole keyboard length from me!! Could be a hint.... Goodnight World!

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your a blonde. try not to act dumb be your self

Are you a blonde
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Gasp!! did they KNOW?!?!

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InuYasha is the anime for you! an Anime with blood,
fighting, romance and demons.(please rate my
quiz, wanna see how i did! thanks!)

Anime Anime...Anime? QUIZ!
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you are made for the enchanting magical sim from
sims makin magic package!

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You are a Scientist Pyro. You love fire becasue
it's fascinating, and you try all sorts of
different things with it. You know what burns
and what doesn't; what tricks work and don't
work. People often come to you for your
expertise, and you treat fire very
proffesionally. You'll probably be a weapons
engineer for the army, or a propulsio expert
for NASA.

- What Type of Pyromaniac are you? -
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Fire!! Fire!!!

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Killer Robot
Death Machine - You are a killer robot. You are
often the leader of an army of similar robots
employed by evil masterminds and greedy

- What Kind of Robot Are You? -
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Well this has been a surreal night.... I wonder when I'll finally come to my senses and go to bed?

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Your defense mechanism is denial.

***** What's Your Defense Mechanism? (With Pictures) *****
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You are a ghost. You sift incessantly throughout
dreams and in vain intervene. You seem
imprisoned in dream portals and seek to wait
and waste time being the

~~~~~~~What Dream Entity are you?~~~~~~~
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I just wish the end of the results text hadn't been cut off! I'd like to know the rest of what it said! :-P

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You are Sci-fi and Fantasy. We bow to you, o creative one.
Sci-fi/Fantasy - Perhaps you were born in the wrong
time for wrong galaxy. Like Verne, Wells,
Bradbury, and Gibson, you give us visions of
our future and different worlds. You show us
our dreams and other realities like Tolkien,
McKillup, and McCaffrey. Dreamer, keep on

What kind of novel are you? (improved with pictures and one additional outcome)
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Imagine that... ^-^ Me as Sci-Fi/Fantasy... hmmm.... ~-^

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You are a Mecha Anime! You're full of computers
and nerdy people and all this crazy talk about

What Anime Stereotype Are You?
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I picked for the dragon to eat me since I was going to write a song about it anyway.... and I bounced happily to the door.... :-P

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you are a true Futurama fan!! go you! you rule!

Test YOUR Futurama Knowledge!
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you are the bunyip! congratulations! you are a true
nature boy/girl, you also have a strong yang or
dark side. you were really popular with the
australian aboriginies, you fell out of fasson
when the english arived, oh well.

Which Lesser Known Cryptozoological Beast Are You?
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you are The Chupacabra! Congratulations! you are
the moody goth boy of the cryptozoology world
(just kidding) anyway, your a newcomer to the
world of cryptozoology but you made your
introdicton with a bang (or rather a pool of
blood and hundreds of animal carcases) you were
first seen in puerto rico in the early 90's,
since then you have been seen all over mexico,
central america, and the south of texas, some
people think your an alien, some people think
your a deamon, some people think your a secret
goverment experiment gone horribley awry,
whatever you are your probably prone to
moodyness and prolonged periods of solitude,
but your not evil, your just hungry.

Which Classic Cryptozoological Beast Are You?
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you are going to get a visit from the karma bunny,
and perhaps sooner than you think!!!!!!!!!

Are YOU Going To Get A Visit From The Karma Bunny?
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You're the Fairy of Inspiration. Your very carefree
and u motivate pple. You have the ability to
cheer people up no matter how bad thier

What Fairy are you?
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You came from the future. You have wisdom beyond
your age and are always thinking ahead. A
favorite poem of yours is "Autumn" by
Emily Dickinson. You have strenth and
independence. Intelligence and creativity are
your strong points and you always try your
best. Your heart shines through hatred and
always discovers truth. Often you are found
looking ahead and wondering what put us on this
Earth. Your heart is in the right place, but
don't let your wisdom shine through fun. Your
worrying can often prevent you from finding
friends, but your nice and caring spirit makes
up for it. Wisdom is your soul.

Where did you come from when you were born?
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Earth girl
You are a true nature girl!

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Gay Bear
Gay Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
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You Are Wanda! Yipee!


What 'Fairly off Parents' Character Are You? *PICS*
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Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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'And Really Bad Eggs..'- You're very odd, and no
one's really sure what you're talking about.
Maybe YOU aren't even sure what you're talking

Which of Captain Jack Sparrow's Quotes are You?
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Hahaha and I DIDN'T cheat!! That's funny!

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You are soooo LOVABLE!
Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^

Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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lip kiss
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
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Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!

What Inuyasha Character are you?
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You're sweet and innocent on the outside but on the inside you're one wild horny bunny!
Congratulations! You're a Bunny Hug!!

What Drink Are You?
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
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The ULTIMATE personality test
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It looks as though you're just a little Fudged in the Head
'Fudged in the Head' PLEASE VOTE!!!

What Type of Lunatic are You?
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Youre gonna be attacked by a ridiculously small
animal and bleed to death

Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours...

What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Saturday, February 07, 2004

Wow I've had ADVENTURES today! ^-^ I got to go on an Island Vacation!! Well, what actually happened was Celleigh came over and we played Animal Crossing and she brought over her Gameboy Advance and so I finally got to experience what it was like to go to the Island in the Animal Crossing game! I even took pictures of my little character standing under the flag on each of her islands. She laughed at me, of course. ^-^ Then after island adventures Juan got home from work and we left for the grocery store. I found my usual penny at the gas station we stopped at, and then at the store I found a coupon, not a store dispenser coupon but one someone else had clipped out of the newspaper flier... and it was for the product we were there to buy anyway! How cool is that?! But wait, there's more! I got to meet a Celebrity! ^-^ It was Mark and Tacie Chestnut, and she came over to talk to us since she knows Juan! Mark is the one who sings the song "Going to the Big D" and it's one of the few country songs I like. ^-^ So that was Very Cool.

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Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Ugh... I've been SICK! :-( I had a great time at the Superbowl party but I wasn't doing so well yesterday and today. I think I was running a fever now and then, but the biggest thing was the headache I've had for most of the week got worse and worse till I was throwing up and the pain pills weren't making a dent in the pain. I know I'm sick when I can't play Sims, Final Fantasy, or other computer games.... and I couldn't stand the noise of the tv, or the lights on... Juan read to me a little from the lamp in the bedroom, he started the Xanth book I've been wanting to read next. I didn't realize it would be his first time to read a Xanth book! I've enjoyed his reactions to it. ^-^

Today I didn't get to leave the house, I was sad about that. Juan went to the comic book store and we FINALLY started buying out our box of backed up comics we've had reserved! AND Juan came home with a free box of comics!! THEN he asked... could we fit about 10 boxes in the storage room? Well... yes.... Turns out he had TEN BOXES of free comic books!! Whoohoo!! They're all published by Valiant and apparantly those are very unpopular now... I'll finally get to see what they did with Magnus Robot Fighter and other characters I knew from the company that had rights to them BEFORE Valiant... makes me feel old though. :-P

I didn't get to go to Lowes to buy the wooden toolchest I've been wanting to get. And I was going to get two hooks for the hall closet for the coats to hang on... imagine that, a place for coats in the coat closet! :-P I didn't get to go trythe new low carb wraps at Schlotzky's either. Or get to go play Skee-ball at the miniature golf course like I was hoping. But I'm glad to be feeling MUCH better now... I just won't know how long it will last since these terrible headaches and nausea comes from the smoke coming through the walls from the neighbor's apartment... so me getting well depends on the neighbors deciding to smoke OUTSIDE again. :-(

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