Monday, September 16, 2002
Slept most of the day today... I learned I shouldn't watch Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles II AND Jimmy Bones in the same night right before bed... had WILD dreams where I mutated into a bunny/cat anthropomorphic character and was being chased by TMNT type characters... lots of flying and running and hiding and fighting... at one point I picked up a gargoyle and I was flying him high enough so he could glide...while he was hanging on and biting me... I always have some trouble with flying, it takes a lot of effort.
Tomorrow we plan to go on a road trip with our friends because they have an out of town drs. appointment. The diet factor will make this interesting for me... I guess I'll be eating sandwich meat and cheese WITHOUT the bread....
Wednesday, September 11, 2002
||What is my spectrum?|
I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life.
|What is my spectrum?|
|Book Worm Meter for FaeLuna|
|Shut In 71%||29% Out Of The House|
|Intellectual 95%||5% Moron|
|High Attention Span 95%||5% Low Attention Span|
|Bookitude 96%||4% Book Burner|
|Book Worm 89.25%||10.75% Bug Stomper|
|Take your bookworm readings.|
Up late night/early morning again... I stumbled into a site that had quizzes but it ALSO had THIS! A comic strip maker!! It was FUN!
|The Perils of Pauline|
|oh where oh where has my little blob gone?||nyah-ha-ha-haa... you'll NEVER get your blob back!||blurp blurrble yuuup! *help me **translated blobi|
|You fiend!||hahaha I love playing kick the blob!||yeeple yeepe!!|
|What ho! Unhand that blob fiend!||Never!! no puny hero will stop me!||Where did YOU come from?|
|I hail from... ak!||Take THAT, meddling moron!||I hate these hero types!|
|Oh you killed him!||...||So much for him!|
|I knew I could get away with it.||yeeple moorphle! waaaah....||...but wait!|
|Ayyyillililililiii!! *Xena battlecry*||kick the blob, kick the.. huh?||oookle murrple!!|
|I'll save him myself! Take THIS!||swoosh!||aaaaaarrrgh!!!!|
|There you are, oh my poor blob! You're safe now!||meeeeeeerrple!!||The End|
Monday, September 09, 2002
Spent the night last night over at a friend's house, it was fun! Kind of an impromptu sleepover party of sorts, my friend's father had her little girl for Sat night and Sunday so she and her husband came and kidnapped us to go out to Denny's together, then we were having so much fun she said, hey, why don't you come spend the night over since Outland has tomorrow off? So we went home, picked up all our laundry, since she said we could do it over there, and off we went! They made their couch out into the fold out bed... an adventure in itself, as was the decyphering of the DIRECTION of the fitted sheet. hehe! Her husband went to bed before the rest of us did, as he had to work, and the rest of us stayed up a bit talking, then we crashed. When I woke up she and Outland were awake already, we unmade the bed back into a couch and she and I talked, and talked, and TALKED and talked, which was really great, we're both needing to get out of the house and girl talk... heh. Talked about her pregnancy, her little girl, her husband (to be actually, I realized I called him that already up there though... heh), family... life the universe and everything.... ~-^ Outland made breakfast but she doesn't eat breakfast. We listened to a lot of music and talked. I had fun listening to music we both liked that her husband doesn't like so much... heh heh heh.... Poor Outland had to suffer through some of it though! He did the laundry, I was all bundled up in a blankie most of the time because my friend needs it COLD, like 65, to be comfortable. He was LOVING the cold though, I keep it so warm at home he's uncomfortable there... sigh... we're opposites when it comes to temperature.
Today Kisty comes over, yay!! I have to go nap and hope I wake up all ready for adventures when she gets here!! The football game today is the team she's into so it's fun watching football together, even though I'm not really into football. ^-^
I was reading my friend's ujournal and this topic was brought up because of an Avril Levigne (spelling? I have NO idea how to pronounce...) hate site.... This is what I posted in a reply ...
Maybe it's just me... but I've been seeing a LOT of whining and freaking out and fussing over who/what IS and who/what ISN'T "Punk" or "Goth" and I'm starting to think it's just SILLY to try saying who is a "poser" and who is "hardcore"... aren't these trying to be fringe groups? But if they have all this criteria... it's just another clique you have to conform to!!! Anyone else feel this way?
Some of the stuff people were saying about being "punk": punks wear the garbage of the street... until I see safety pins through the cheeks it's not punk... stuff like that. Got me to wondering... does that mean the guy I met in Utah in the EARLY 80s... 1983-4, who had dyed his hair red with cool-aid (because there WAS no Hot Topic store then....) and spiked it up in a HUGE mohawk using egg whites... was NOT a "punk" because he didn't have ANY piercings... much less a safety pin through his cheek? And does this mean, because I grew up poor and wore clothes from Goodwill that were NOT in style, and clothes that showed up on my doorstep in plastic garbage bags because people KNEW we were poor... mean I was wearing the "garbage of the street" and was "punk" without knowing? heheheheh... Why are they so angry about EXCLUDING people from their little (LARGE now) cliques? They seem to need to be outside the norm... but do they see... they now have billion dollar music industry catering to them... they have entire CHAIN stores catering to them... movies geared toward them as the target audience... how "individual" and "alternative" is that? And why do they have to conform to fit in with the "non-conformists" of the moment? I understand feeling like you don't fit in... and I understand wanting to say ok, I don't fit, watch THIS, I'll shock you and SHOW you I don't fit, so there! I also understand looking at styles and saying, hey, I LIKE that, that's really ME! But I don't understand saying, no, you're not REALLY an outsider, you're trying too hard to fit in with the outsiders. Or, you're not extreme enough to be one of us, so you must really be "normal" just pretending and we're going to pick on YOU... (just like everyone else!) I was an "odd" kid... I never fit in any group... but I never tried to fit in any group... and we moved around so much it didn't really matter. I wore my weird out of style clothes but I wasn't making a big deal about it. I went through a stage where I LOVED my black jeans, and wore mostly black or green, dark colors. But I also wore BRIGHT green, aqua, turquoise slip on canvas shoes and colored socks... because it was ME... and because canvas shoes were cheap... and I've never seen anyone else doing that. I also wore handmade clothes my mom and I made and I designed. THOSE were different... leopard spotted pants and tunic type tops made of the knit material t-shirts are made of... with a sort of drapey neckline. It was fashion based on being poor... but I picked and choose what I liked best of the options available. I had no idea what was going on in MTV-land or public school. I have this feeling today I would still be just a weird girl, outside of everyone, including the outsiders.....
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Saturday, September 07, 2002
I made myself cry...
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Friday, September 06, 2002
I'm VERY upset!!! My friend JUST found out today her husband is cheating on her and she has all his emails to the other woman, who was engaged when this started, and then SHE got married and it's still happening. I'm so worried about my friend, we spent all night with her tonight staying up just being there. He's away at truck driving school for 2 more weeks. Please keep the whole situation in your thoughts... I'm not sure who all reads my blog but this situation is really bad so it needs all the help it can get. I don't know what to say to her or what she's going to do, whether she stays or leaves him. She's very upset the other woman has been at their house with her husband when her little baby boy was there too. Her baby is about 16 months old and only knows mommy is crying. I'm glad she keeps hugging him. With her husband, I can't tell if this is a stupid act to drive them apart, as he was the one who had her checking his email... or if he will try to work it out or what. He's been rotten to his best friends lately too and stopped hanging around with anyone, probably so they wouldn't find out. But the ones that are HIS closest friends wouldn't have told his wife unless she asked directly, so it's like he's betrayed them too, not turning to anyone about this... whether he wants to leave his wife or stay or what. :-( Sometimes I've thought he would divorce her, because of the way he's been with her, but apparantly that wouldn't look good with him wanting to become a preacher... so it seems it's ok if SHE leaves HIM. :-(
Thursday, September 05, 2002
Ok, so aliens have invaded and it is the end of the world. What are you doing?
Crying in a corner, chanting, "It's hopeless"
Sex, drugs, you name it!
Writing a song about it.
I HAD to post these options, it made me laugh out loud because there I am!! I'm the last option!!! I HAVE end of the world songs I sing when my personal world falls apart!!!! hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
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Oh my goodness!!! I just finished watching a movie I've seen before and liked, "The Pompatus of Love," and the movie following looked interesting... "The Price of Milk," so I started watching and it has an AGROPHOBIC DOG... running around under a cardboard box!!!!! And they're talking to the box running around and barking and sniffing at stuff... and then he starts scratching the top of the box like he's scratching the dogs head!!! I'm afraid I have to finish watching this one..... ^-^
Monday, September 02, 2002
Tired... I watched Kiss of the Dragon in Spanish with English subtitles as part of my trying to learn more Spanish kick I'm on... sometimes I could tell when they translated stuff differently! ^-^ I'm kind of wiped out... yesterday had adventures where the car died and we managed to pull into the mall parking lot and Outland and I got out and pushed while LunaCorn steered it nice and neatly into a parking spot... we got ahold of Celleigh on her cell phone from LunaCorn's cell phone, at it turned out she and Moonwolf were there at the mall already!! So we walked around the parking lot to get to the side of the mall they were on. It wouldn't have been too bad if I hadn't been having cramps pretty bad because it's THAT week... sigh.